Omg these brownies are AMAZING! (Taken with instagram)

I’m a spaceman (Taken with instagram)

Looks like the undead (Taken with instagram)

The Best Friend xx Alicia (Taken with instagram)

I would like to think of myself as a people person. My friends and Family mean the world to me even though they can annoy the hell out of me, as all friends and family do. Well, because of my incredible ability to befriend pretty much anyone, it has now led to me a predicament that really shows who really are my friends and who are the fakes ones who just pretend their whole lives. 

Because of this predicament it now seems as though I am being very carefully watched. If not watched, then definitely asked about. This is taking away my fun and freedom… If I was basing my life on my ex best friend, if you can call her that. I have many friends but I really have no time for the people who throw the term “best friend” around but then eat their words because a best friend is what they are far from.

For those who know me, I’m a vicious person when I am angry and when people attack me for no reason. You can only imagine how I react when lame ass losers with no path in life call me out and say unnecessary and irrelevant things. Of course I am going to attack and fight for my defense. You are kidding yourself if you think I’d stay and take it. 

Relationships to me are really complicated, not physical relationships with a boyfriend/girlfriend but friendships. The second one friend does something the other friend dislikes then you have what is called a bitch fight on your hands. OH MY GOD!! I find these entertaining as I’m the kind of person where I know where I am wrong and I will raise my hand to say “yes, I fucked up. I’m human, sorry” but some people I do know are so naive that they think they are so perfect in every single way that it’s actually quite a hoot to see dickheads like these walking the street, or prancing or whatever they do.

For example: I hung out with a friends ex, yes indeed that was my mistake but in my defense this ex needed help, among other things. Whilst this tramp friend was off screwing the next thing to come along, her BEST FRIEND was in damage control yet me being that friend was not loyal and has been abused ever since.

The relationship was in tatters. =.( 

Because of this abuse that I was unfairly receiving, I had decided to end the friendship as the problems were too grand to kiss and make up and be done with it. Not in the slightest. The conflict spanned over 5 consecutive days before it had ended. 5 days of pure arguments and what have you. I have matured since then as I know I can handle these situations in a mature way but had not done so in the past. 

This had happened quite a while ago, last year, but I still get abuse. Why? I don’t know. My life is fantastic except for the few things I want (relationship, peace, to name a few) but in saying that my life was a distant galaxy away from the troubles and friendship that I faced in the past. Not only am I being attacked for removing  a $5 collage from my life, I am also receiving lovely abuse from the ex that I helped previously as the 2 people are now reunited. Gotta love those keyboard warriors =)

Is it that hard to not care about me, I know that sounds vain or whatever but if you have problems that can be solved but not worrying about them, then why don’t you just forget about it. Okay, if it is necessary to contact me then by all means I invite you but if you want to start WWIII then you had better suit up because things are about to go south!

So my friend and I just got back from seeing the new film “The Darkest Hour” and overall I would have to say it is quite a good movie. However, without meaning to I was criticising it internally. Sorry, not my fault.

First, the lead guys make reference to the “American girl” but without hearing Rachael Taylor talk you would think she would also be American, right? No! I don’t know if it was scripted or not but from what I could hear she was Australian.. From my experience, American people LOVE aussie accents.. Both girls are hot but Rachael has an aussie accent.. What the flip is with saying the American girl, give us Aussies some love people..

Secondly, I’m sorry to the people who love the actors but.. The acting was horrible. I’m saying ALL of them, the best was probably the brunette, can’t remember her name. Olivia somthing. I’m a big fan of Rachael Taylor but it pains me to say that I was slightly disappointed in the acting. When things are tough, for example a friend dies, one would normally cry or scream or something. There was no crying whats so ever and it might make you think “that bitch must have hated her.. her eyes are as dry as the sahara”. For me, I’d be a balling mess, so much so I could possibly create a brand new, updated ocean.. I dunno.. That’s just me.

Going back to saying it was a great movie, it was. I drove about an hour from my friends house just to see this movie as the other cinemas had already started screening it. The plot was great, suspense was great and the deaths were - somethimes - unexpected but also quite enjoyable to watch. I also couldn’t help myself but think if I were in that situation, I’d be having a blast.. Woo!! but placed in a real life situation I would most probably be shitting myself.
Not going to go on about this film as it is only my opinion. I would say, however, to go see this film and make your own judgements.

Goodbye my lovely angel faces.

Wow! That is all i can say about Jenna Marbles. For anyone that knows me knows that sometimes I can get a bit crazy. Not: I’m going to kill your pet frog crazy but just crazy in the sense that the general public would have me committed if they could kind of crazy.. I call it fun but whatever!

The reason I say this is because if you have watched any of Jenna Marbles’ videos you can see she is a bit strange and exhilarating and a hoot and a half, to say the least. She is a beast! It is because of watching her videos it kind makes me want to capture all my crazy stories and views on all things generic :)

I have been in fits of tears, pain and bouts of laughter just watching her every Thursday when a new video is uploaded (Wednesday’s for American folk). People of this Earth, you NEED to subscribe to her youtube channel as the videos are so creative it makes you think “because she uploads weekly, does she plan the whole week what she will vlog about or is it hey it’s Wednesday, time for my weekly video schedule” I mean the stuff she comes up with for example: Kermie Hat, Chilli Face Noodle Punch, Peanut Butter Dog Face. I mean, really? how the hell does one come up with these types of things?

For me personally, as a viewer I can’t help but fall in love with her, I mean, I’m only 21 so I’m sure I could date an older chick, 4 years older is perfectly fine.. No not really, lets just say … she’s not my type BUT in saying that she is spectacularly hot.

And yes, well I can’t even think straight right now or don’t even know what to write because I’m too busy watching youtube videos… of Jenna Marbles lol

Btw subscribe to her channels, her vlogs and tumblr she puts up new videos every wednesday.. yup

Blog about Jenna Marbles is to follow.. Chaa

UH-MAY-ZING

Absolutely love this pic!

(via hollywoodbred)

Ever since I was young I’ve always admired the beauty and talent that actors have in various films and real life. Because of this reason I fell in love with the idea of performing on camera and wanted to make it a career, unfortunately I didn’t believe it was a realistic dream.

I began acting in middle school (10th grade), doing school musicals and plays and what have you. This is where I got the acting bug. I didn’t seek out acting whilst I was at school because first and foremost, my education was my priority. After high school is when I started acting. I joined an agency and immediately started extra work on shows like Home and Away and Packed To The Rafters and the like.

I always thought “I’ve made it!” only to be terribly mistaken as it takes a lot more to be a successful actor rather than just raw talent and a few extra gigs. 3 years after leaving high school I would like to say that I am finally on the right path that can take me to my destination, being my career… At least i thought that was the case.

I’m the type of person to never give up a dream once I have it and I believe everyone should have the same mentality. It only seems now after discussing my future that I think “would it be better to forget my dream and move on?” Just thinking this question breaks my heart as I know I can be successful, it seems others try to tear it down. They say they only want the best for me and I strongly appreciate that but completing my acting course is what IS best for me.

Due to the finances of the course it is going to be an incredibly arduous journey to complete the course and pay it off. My job sucks and I’m not getting work and I have applied for government assistance as a last resort, considering I’m eligible for to help with my studies. With working and the extra money I’m getting I feel as though I can be more independent and pay it off, also having VET fees will help after I graduate. I know I have this all cleared but others seem to think otherwise.

As corny as it sounds, my heart and soul are breaking knowing that other people think I should follow a different road, off course to where I want to go and it makes me think if people that I am close to are thinking this, what else are they thinking.

I am more that dedicated to my acting and I believe I can hold it together whilst studying. I would be in the same predicament if I were studying at University, 21 studying for my career with a course that costs hundreds of thousands of dollars.. dollars, mind you, that is necessary to spend for 2 years to make up the rest of my life.

I guess what I’m trying to say is that I want to in front of the camera and be presented to the top industry professionals. Simple as that! I don’t want to study for a year and all I get is a 2-3 minute video of me acting out a few lines and have to chase all the agencies in Australia. What happens if I don’t get representation? With the 2 year study I know I can be represented as it comes with the course.. One way or another I get representation.

And with that I leave you this: “Anger, tears and sadness are only for those who have given up. Stay strong and fight for your beliefs”.