I would like to think of myself as a people person. My friends and Family mean the world to me even though they can annoy the hell out of me, as all friends and family do. Well, because of my incredible ability to befriend pretty much anyone, it has now led to me a predicament that really shows who really are my friends and who are the fakes ones who just pretend their whole lives.
Because of this predicament it now seems as though I am being very carefully watched. If not watched, then definitely asked about. This is taking away my fun and freedom… If I was basing my life on my ex best friend, if you can call her that. I have many friends but I really have no time for the people who throw the term “best friend” around but then eat their words because a best friend is what they are far from.
For those who know me, I’m a vicious person when I am angry and when people attack me for no reason. You can only imagine how I react when lame ass losers with no path in life call me out and say unnecessary and irrelevant things. Of course I am going to attack and fight for my defense. You are kidding yourself if you think I’d stay and take it.
Relationships to me are really complicated, not physical relationships with a boyfriend/girlfriend but friendships. The second one friend does something the other friend dislikes then you have what is called a bitch fight on your hands. OH MY GOD!! I find these entertaining as I’m the kind of person where I know where I am wrong and I will raise my hand to say “yes, I fucked up. I’m human, sorry” but some people I do know are so naive that they think they are so perfect in every single way that it’s actually quite a hoot to see dickheads like these walking the street, or prancing or whatever they do.
For example: I hung out with a friends ex, yes indeed that was my mistake but in my defense this ex needed help, among other things. Whilst this tramp friend was off screwing the next thing to come along, her BEST FRIEND was in damage control yet me being that friend was not loyal and has been abused ever since.
The relationship was in tatters. =.(
Because of this abuse that I was unfairly receiving, I had decided to end the friendship as the problems were too grand to kiss and make up and be done with it. Not in the slightest. The conflict spanned over 5 consecutive days before it had ended. 5 days of pure arguments and what have you. I have matured since then as I know I can handle these situations in a mature way but had not done so in the past.
This had happened quite a while ago, last year, but I still get abuse. Why? I don’t know. My life is fantastic except for the few things I want (relationship, peace, to name a few) but in saying that my life was a distant galaxy away from the troubles and friendship that I faced in the past. Not only am I being attacked for removing a $5 collage from my life, I am also receiving lovely abuse from the ex that I helped previously as the 2 people are now reunited. Gotta love those keyboard warriors =)
Is it that hard to not care about me, I know that sounds vain or whatever but if you have problems that can be solved but not worrying about them, then why don’t you just forget about it. Okay, if it is necessary to contact me then by all means I invite you but if you want to start WWIII then you had better suit up because things are about to go south!